Friday, July 15, 2005
As I walked into the immigration alone, my heart was churning, thinking all the time, I can't do this, I will get lost, I will start crying......and I kept looking back at my grandmother who is standing above.Then the line moved and I went forward and inserted my passport and got admitted and then, I'm alone. This is it.
I couldn't breathe, just kept rocking myself, finding the signs, moved to the gate.......................and rocking, back and forth, trying to find calmness. I think I was going to throw up.........
On the plane............seated next to this family who ignored me the whole trip. Basically. So I took my pills, arranged my blankets *brrrr, cold, feet, cold*...................put on the headphones and listened to j-pop. Until brunch came, which was this sweetened beef thing.........I took like 10% of it.
And trying to sleep..........banging my knee at the seat infront of me because the woman tilted it back as soon as the plane left off...........and it turned out that during the whole trip, her daughter who was so small and sleeping horizontally across the seats was infront of me all the time, so............I slept badly and nearly wrenched my knees and probably did permanent damage by twisting my legs to the side to avoid banging them for nothing except that I didn't want to disturb the person in front..............
It's cold.........and I'm hungry.......
Followed the people pass immigration and through the whatever line, and now onto luggage retrieval........someone taps me, I turn.........NICHAN........wth......................
Turns out he got a flight finally. IN BUSINESS CLASS. READING MANGA THROUGH HIS COMP. Angry muarw..............and we went through this long line through customs and finally got out and saw Steph---> nechan and gf of nichan, and those two ah...................cuddlesome.............>< I feel so thirdwheely and it was cold........and night..............><
And we went back to her place and there were stuff everywhere.........every type of stuff. Apples on the floor, greased pan in the sink, books strewn here and there, empty boxes, detergent............and my 'room' was filled with stuff too.....................................*runs to nichan's studio*
Anyway it was pretty cool. Like I can more or less do whatever I want, with access to a comp, tho it doesnt allow msn and had to download cgoban but its broadband!!!
And there's no set time for anything.............
Ate some funky chicken egg rice concoction, showered (with the spray unwittingly soaking me from head to foot eventho I didn't want my hair wet)then read a little of American Gods by Gaiman, and went to sleep..............
Mused by Sukunami Taka around 12:58 AM
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