Trying to look into your eyes, To see the pain and fear, That echoed mine, Only a screen however filled with chaotic hues, Staring back.
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Stuck in this listlessness, There is no meaning to my acts or thoughts, Just this numbing, trembling to my fingertips, Thinking I could once again feel the pain, Instead of merely being lost.
No comprehension filters through, It’s as if I had tried to find a blank wall, Knocking myself against, Attempting to gather the hurt, To draw it outside instead of this ache within.
Conflagration, the turmoil rests itself in my mind, Screaming I couldn’t utter the words, Besides touching the slight warmth, And wishing to thrust that blade down the blue line, The picture erupts in teary jerks.
Only myself to hold, Lonely desperation has decided to let go, Even for a moment, I couldn’t bring my eyes up, Looking for something I knew I couldn’t see, Only a slow beating pulse remains.
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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