Remember suicidal thoughts a while back? Yeah those tend not to disappear.....................instead they collect...................................................
I'm looking at my wrist right now thinking..........wow, what a nice thin blue vein that forks out into my hand just at the wrist and continues down my arm.......................clear, open, easy to follow. Just as Han Qing Jao in Children of the Mind traces woodgrain lines, I can trace a blade down the thin blue vein.........occasionally it's hard to see, but it's not a problem when after it will be covered with red and warmth......
Obviously this is seeking attention..............I'm clear headed right now..............................just realised that when I tug around the skin at my arm, the vein moves along with it..........and it's beginning to feel numb................................not icy numb, just slightly fuzzy as if I'm scared to move it..............
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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