Considering that I'm having holidays, I'm going off to uni and going to have a great holiday in melbourne with my friends..............I feel like crap.
My days have become sleep, my nights where I stay wide awake and groan through the pain..................and my lights now are blinking on and off for no reason.... *switches off lights so now my left side is in darkness*
I'm worried. Initially it was for myself. Not getting those As will kill me. I have spent twelve years working hard and being good and putting everything into doing well, and to have it all gone now......................I'm never going to get into UCL. However scared I am in the idea of living alone in London, it can't compare to the fear that I've lost everything. Lost the purpose I was going towards to getting my own life. Now it's going to be gone..............
Now...................... I'm worried about a friend who got into a fight with his parents and is going through some stuff.............. Talking through the chat doesn't really help much especially when you desperately need someone to hold on to. So I don't know what to do............... How can I make it clear through printed words how much hope he can have, trust and care and having someone to talk to.......that somehow things will get better..................................................... *sadmiao* *patters off to wait*
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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