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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

No internet.
Merry christmas people.
Presents forthcoming.
If you've been good.

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 9:55 PM

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Paris, romantique, glorieux
Je suis arrivé, je suis arrivé.

Je pars pour Paris ce soir!

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 6:28 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Do you believe in the idea that it's the thought which counts?
I suppose that I care if I don't receive Christmas or birthday presents. The materialistic consumerist nature within me rebel against the idea of being content to be without presents. Even more so it has to be the right presents, and not simply something thrown together at the last minute without thought but merely to show gesture.
Does that make me selfish and self absorbed?
I suppose so.
But I like presents. Who doesn't?

Giving presents though hmm. Some mentioned I too easily spend money on presents. And yet others complain too little (read parents).
I rather prefer to spend alot of something I'm sure the person would be happy for. And then I find myself broke.

Can't win in such situations.

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 8:59 PM

Les cieux obscurcis et
Les matins brumeux
Je rêve des étoiles
Et l'amour entre vous et moi

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 5:46 PM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Am now officially on Prozac.

Fluoxetine sounded so much better.

Grandma didn't let me buy toys for Sammy.

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 6:10 PM

Sunday, December 09, 2007

There's a new show on MTV called I want a famous face, featuring people who gets surgery to look like their favourite star. Currently there's a wannabe singer who wants a Janet Jackson body.

Considering this is what is on tv nowadays, that is pretty desperately sad, what happened to good ole music videos?

People always say beauty is skin deep. You should be who you are. But who has never thought they could look better, that they're fat, or is spotty, or has a stubby nose or is too dark, too freckled, too pale, too yellow, ugly hair, weird eyes, buck tooth, ears sticking out, too pink, too wet, too dry, too Pixar Monsters Inc looking etc etc.
Would you go through lengths to achieve the look you want?
A little tuck here, a nip there, some lipo?

Would you risk the scars, the possibility of dying, the pain to get a flat tummy, shapely thighs and a twinkly nose?

Do you do it for you. Or for someone to say how beautiful you look?

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 1:07 AM

Friday, December 07, 2007

First I saw the books. You know...the latest book of Thomas Covenant the Unbeliever, the last book in the Sword of Truth series called Confessor, the new series of Darren Shan, the 1001 other books I didn't get a chance to run my hands on...
and the illustration books in the japanese section which costs like 100 bucks each......

And then I saw the gorgeous winter coats hanging on the racks of Zara and Esprit, the jeans in (insert some famous shop name here), and the cute striped shirts.

And then I saw the hot ankle boots which costs like 300 bucks each......(yeah I saw more than one pair of boots).

Shopoholism is a disease liable to cause much pain and distress considering I have no money and feel to guilty to ask daddy.

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 10:32 PM

Thursday, December 06, 2007

My grandma is the most important person in my life. She is now 62 yrs old. She is getting older. She has high blood pressure and carpal tunnel syndrome. She has had two strokes.
What do I do if she goes away?

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 3:21 PM

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Have I been good this year?
Here's the customary lists and more lists~

Christmas~
A nice coat
Xbox 360 xD
Dresses


Birthday~
A charm bracelet with charms to add every year
Copic paper link and link
Copic colorless blender link
Illustration books!
Electric rubber and spray fixative xD link
Manikins! link


I've solved daddy's and Suan's christmas presents. Will get something for grandma from Paris and something for Nath in Melbourne. If anyone else is expecting a present you should tell me.

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 9:42 PM

Monday, December 03, 2007

To my daughter,
I need you to be able to talk to me about anything because we love you and we want you to be safe. There is nothing more important to me than your happiness. Life is hard, you'll go through times when you'll feel unhappy, times when you will cry but you can always come to me. I've made mistakes of my own but your life is yours, and you'll make mistakes too but it's alright. You can always come to me. You are strong and you are beautiful. We love you baby.

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 4:32 PM