How could I have so easily let go. Forgotten and given up. Have I ever said, how disappointed you made me. Of all the people, there was only one person I trusted. I didn't care about the others...but you were the one I trusted and you hurt me. You hurt me...and that's why I forced everything to go away, that's why I tried so hard to forget. I spoke again because she begged me too. The day she was hysterical and everyone was crying and she said please, and I said ok. I remembered. How could I have so easily let go... You've told me what a burden I am in your life. How could I have so easily let go.... Because you needed me before. And now I knew you were alright. You were going to be ok. And you are.
I am not. I'm alive because she's important. And I'm so much..so much stronger than she is. I can survive but she can't. I live for her, but everyday I wish. I wish I had died.
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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