I am actually at the moment quite depressed. Not the 'bleh emo depressed', but rather the I'm thinking of suicide every night type depressed. I'm not quite sure whether it is the stress from applying for internships and realizing that I don't really have much of a career or that there is seriously something with me. I'm terrified. Panic inducing terrified. When I'm cooped up, especially in a vehicle for more than 20 minutes, I start getting sick, quite obvious when I broke out in a sweat and gasping for air while cabbing home from the airport. I feel so out of control....
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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