Sunday, August 14, 2005
Wow, lot's of stuff.......been off for a while cos I was sorting out some of the stuff running through my brain, which was wrecking havoc through what I was feeling.....or it could be the wrecked feelings that was creating havoc in my brain.......either way I was feeling miserable and very sensitive and prone to crying........so this will fill in some stuff.
Sydney was alot of walking. Dad plus emotional blackmail plus urge to not disappoint him equals to alot of walking from one side of town all the way up to the bay and the opera house and through the park and to the other side of the harbour.....you get the picture. It also equals to alot of blisters and painful feet......yup.....alot.....pain.....etc.......We got some cool sites though, and great pictures of the opera house in sunset and the wind was great, with plenty of sunshine. We took this radical boat ride in the harbour----The Ozjet Boat where they would spin the boat around, sorta like a bigger version of jetski ^^.......and dad had absolute fun on the motorcycle tour of sydney even though I felt like a complete idiot. Cue Arthemis Fowl in typical teen clothing and me in a big leather jacket and helmet, and you know how I felt....it was a great city, I still felt ridiculous, but it was a great city. We also went up the tower, the second one in Australia....yay..........and went through another simulation ride...........^^
Couldn't sleep on the plane eventhough we got business class seats. Went through quite a few air tremors but that wasn't the reason. Halfway through the flight, I began to get these images and and these emotions and boom, I got my brand new store. The words kept swirling in my head until I had almost perfect paragraphs.....without a pencil though, I was forced to pen out three paragraphs in my poetry book ><...........it was kind of influenced by Constantine and Sin City.........
Oh man, it's so hot back home.....hot, humid....ugh..............
And we have the haze..........huge massive smoky foggy haze that is covering everything and will most likely clog up my lungs and trigger off my asthma again..........so I'm stuck at home....being very hot and humid and......not really happy..............
Dad got me a brand new digital camera ^^............it's an Olympus Mju Mini, very funky steel blue design that fits nicely into my hands. I'm not too happy about it's resolution, but it's cute.....^^
On the 9th, grades came out. Unofficially of course, the professor printed all them out of the website. But went in, stuttered for a while, thinking if there's a possibility of seeing a B right there, I don't know what I'll do. Then the idea of getting 3Bs came, and I totally froze...................Anyway, walked in, saw my name on a piece of paper and thinking, damn I did something wrong, then he showed me the grades, and I remembered wondering about the letters AL, and then.........A, A, A, A.......................cue screaming eeeeeeeeee and doing boogie victory dance. Oh yeah, I rocked. Course I do. Muahaha....*choke*..............I'm going to university. It's my choice now. Wow.....
One week later..........stupid idiotic why must you be so hard to decide I just want to get into university and they both have to be so different from each other and it's so unfair that I have to sit here to choose and my parents can only tell me everytime that it's my choice and I know it's my choice, that's why it is so hard because if I make any choice I know I'm going to regret something and it's so......ughhhhhh.............UCL has the prestige. It accepts only 108 law students every year and I'm one of them. Uni Melbourne has a double degree on offer and I think I'll be more comfortable living there. ARGGGGG, WHY MUST IT BE SO HARD???!!!
In the world of KGS, it is very sad that a couple of high level players Xy (6d) and Wolchengi (9d) has decided to quit KGS because of some of the immature thinking of a few players there...........personally I think strength lies in the person themselves being able to withstand even the rudeness and disrespect of others, but it is still sad, that KGS could foster an environment in which high level players felt it so uncomfortable that they have to leave.......pity..............
Still can't make up my mind about uni..............bah.............
UCL has made quite an effort to deliver packages and letters welcoming me in their offers, while Uni Melb has dont very little. In fact I had to tell the IDP people a second time to send my offer..........
Ciph san in the Gaia Go Guild has opened a thread on a round robin Go game. Frustrating. She opened first move on such a weird place.................heh.........
Kakashisan went on holiday to Florida. Or so he tells me.
Mother promised me a goban for my grades. She willingly promised an Ipod, but then I remembered the goban. Took me ages to describe what go was, and how the goban will look like. Finally sent her a picture and requests for a Kyuga Kaya 4cm Table Board with clamshell Yuki grade stones about 8mm and Keyaki Gosu sets........failure to call her up and sing her a birthday song resulted in her withdrawal of a promise of a goban............I'm not happy..........
That's all I can remember for now...................oh yeah, I've been doing ok in go. Still lost to Day kun and then to Bleyse san but I can cope with 15kyus. Hopefully, I can break through that cloud of bad play I've been having lately.........
Ja ne
Mused by Sukunami Taka around 11:15 PM
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