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Monday, July 25, 2005

They can't stop my heart. First line of some song I'm listening to right now.
I prefer that other song by Yui, slower, sadder, nice song to cry to. This one is about partying...................


Went out for steamboat for dinner and met a lot, alot of people.........half of which nichan and nechan don't even know. How do you think I feel. All their friends are bona fide chinese. Like fully. Not one other person of any other ethnicity. It's a little overwhelming. It's ok sometimes since I can speak cantonese, and sometimes when it's a close group but it starts getting claustrophobic when its just one massive group of a people of the same ethnicity and I don't know them and most speak mandarin. I reiterate, it's claustrophobic.


Saw Rayner nichan again. He came back to Melbourne bout two days ago. Mainly the only things he started speaking to me was about dota. D....o....t....a......


Was raining heavily first part of the night. Walking in the rain under my hood and umbrella and thinking it'll be a great time to be out walking as lovers even though the rain was positively trying to soak my jacket. A type of romantic mood has settled into me. I think it's the influence of nechan and nichan.


Tomorrow uni starts, probably be going along with nichan and crashing some law lectures. Don't know how...............


When it gets down to it. I feel like crying.

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 12:37 AM

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