Thursday, July 21, 2005
NO MORE CURSE OF THE NICHAN...........muahahaha. I finally escaped. Woke up at 9.58 am and dragged my sleep leaden eyes towards the comp.................logged onto KGS and K kun not on............. -.- so boring...............
then........K KUN CAME ON..................yay, time to jump around and glomps people *snuggles to lil hamsterkun*
Seriously, I have no idea why I feel so happy today. It's like something went click and I don't even think about it but I feel like rolling around and smiling and laughing. I guess it's because the last few days I've been abit of a drag, tired and cold and not willing to smile much. Emotions have been kind of railing around and I've been more sensitive to what others do and say like the past few days encountering all those negativity from new players on KGS.....so I've been stuck with this anger and sadness.................
And talking to K kun kindda works.............hmmm.......he isn't very good in the listening part, as a little chibi he tends to wander off or as a KGS assistant he goes off totally to do something else, so if I was complaining/crying/pouring my heart out, I would be faced with an agonising aftermath of silence with no response from him unless I say something less sad such as a 'miao' or 'huggles' or 'so how are you', then he'll respond .................I think it's either cos it's less traumatising or else the blinking light and rrrriiiinnnnngggg that comes from private messaging finally alerted him to what I have said................
But it's because then I'm forced to think in a more chibi way, that I become more happier. Things become simpler, when I think in terms of huggles/cuddles/snuggles and rolling around in the grass or diving into lakes. And saying kwee has to be done in a cute lil chibi way and you cant help but go awww.............unless I felt really sad which will result in my 'kwee........' <----- like so.........
For some reason I'm beginning to feel more chibilike..........a chibi in japanese more commonly seen in anime/manga is the childlike, often humorous version of the grownup anime characters. I'm beginning to see what K kun was talking about...............it's as if everything is new and finding pleasure in seeing everything. Today was out with nichan going to Victoria market to buy groceries for cooking, and for breakfast/lunch (brunch) I got this jam donut and nichan got this massive hotdog with everything on it. Anyway, when we were eating I was thinking the whole time about the sugar on the donut, which comes off and sticks to the face and I was having a fun time licking the sugar off. And giggling all the time. It's so funny. Besides freaking nichan off and having insane convos with K kun......
Like on the way to Victoria market, nichan said the crowds around his fav hot dog store was similar to those in singapore and I asked "Singapore has crowds?" and he just looked in horror and burst out laughing. He said that's almost as good as "What is nasi lemak?"
We came back about 12............and put stuff here and there while I rushed back to KGS (yes I know I'm addicted to KGS, it's ...........well known)
Nichan promptly dragged me back to the kitchen to cook.....*shudders*
Torture has never seen so good.............
Firstwe had to wash the beef which was scotch beef (dunno what that is honestly)........Putting in my hands and actually touching raw beef.....touching!! It felt like it was filled with mucus, running it under the water and then I had to cut the horrible mucusy meat with scissors into tiny bite size pieces and throw away the whitish fat stuff *makes grimacing face*
The worst was to come........time to mix in curry powder and marinate the meat in by mixing it all up and I had to use my hands...........AGAIN!! THE HORROR has stared me in the face and it was known as curry beef!! Digging my hand in, and 'massaging' as nichan ordered me to, massaging the beef into curry powder..............
*sigh*
Nichan was having tons of fun seeing my 'pain'..........he couldn't contain his laughter seeing me picking up a piece of beef and trying to prod it into the curry powder without touching everyting.........apparently that's not possible......
The next half an hour was filled with tears. Literally. CUTTING UP ONIONS!! I've never understood the crying when chopping up onions, but now I do..........the moment the knive slashes through the skin it's as if your eyes are on fire, that refuses to be quenched no matter how many times you blink or the amount of tears that overflows to block ur own visio.........the pain is unbelievably bad, not as bad as cramps, but these were like fire in your eyes! Both of us staggered around trying to get to fresh air, blinking like new born puppies.............
Then I took a cleaver and set to smashing apart and thuck-thucking the onion into teeny weeny lil pieces..........
The frying/stewing/cooking part was not so bad. We were armed top to toe in armor i.e. long sleeves, oven gloves, glasses (nichan was scared of burning oil too!!) and standing two feet away from the simmering pot.............holding a wooden spatula and stirring the curry concoction.......
SUCCESS! I can cook..............
The curry smells great..........poured in coconut milk.......stir more, and back to KGS!
7.30 pm Dinner- Curry beef........tastes abit bland........I think it needs sugar...............or salt..........................maybe something.............................it's tasting like sand now..................................oh no, this is bad..........
*finishes dinner and throws the contents out*
Mused by Sukunami Taka around 9:50 PM
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