Monday, March 07, 2005
I HATE THE BLOODY PEOPLE................
*breathes*
Ok................*leans back*
You know what. I'm tired. I'm sick. I'm through with this crap.
I refuse to hate anymore, I refuse to be taken like a dumb doll and treated like crap. It's finished........... it's over. I'm THROUGH.
My entire life, I've been treated like I have no mind, I've been walked all over so bad, there's a tatoo of 'DOORMAT' written across my chest........people take me for granted. They take me as the ever dependable nerd who is willing to always be there and let them copy work, to help them, to sit there and smile, to listen, to sit there and smile and laugh at their jokes, and make them feel pleasant, to sit there and smile and take in every abuse, every ill will, every bloody freaking untruth, every hatred they contain in their corrupted soul, every possible degrading garbage they can throw at me.................and I sit there and smile..............and then I cry........................
They don't feel any pain. They don't feel any remorse. They speak, they crap, they are accepted..............bloody schools doesn't seem to realise that they are raising generations of abusers right within their white walls.......generations of sarcastic, bullies who know nothing but their own bloody corrupted perverse joy at someone else's expense.........
I'M THROUGH.
No more......................I refuse to take their bloody crap anymore. NO MORE..................No more tears, no more anger, no more me suffering for them..................
I am myself. I do things for me.
I don't bloody well give a heck if they are jealous or they are just perversed in their minds, because you know what?? I WILL ALWAYS SUCCEED! I will win no matter what because I will always get to the top. I will always do well, no matter where I go, I will still achieve...........................
No more taking their crap. No more of their negativity, no more of their abuse, they can't hurt me because I refuse to be hurt..................no more......
I am myself...............
Mused by Sukunami Taka around 11:59 PM
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