I feel miserable. That's just it. Hi How are you. How are you doing?
Well....I'm plodding along, I'm trying. Taking it easy, day by day kindda thing.
I feel miserable.
I can't sleep. I can't focus. I can't remember what it's like being happy. I don't remember. Everytime I think, I start tearing up, start crying, holding myself in bed.
I smile during the day, everything's fine, and still I feel this dratted annoying ache refusing to go away. No one else feels this way. Not everyday. Every moment. Feeling like they want to die. They have their lives, they are happy, they enjoy life. I don't understand. Everything's not alright. It's stupid and inconstant, and hard and going to pieces.
I'm not part of anything. I'm not meant to be here. I don't belong. Everything's not ok.
What else am I suppose to say. How do you tell people that all you feel is misery. What is wrong with me?
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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