I'm fine. Spate of emo trials are on their last end. Really.....no, no cuts, no dying, no.....sobbing tears. Really.
Don't keep taking his jacket away ><....my only momento you know....it's ....comforting.....murfs. Sigh....what am I going to do. At this stage it's sorta sian, not feeling like miserably sad but that twinge of loneliness when I step into college. I don't want to be there. I don't want to be left alone. It's like.....caught in between. Can't keep staying at nichan's right.....two people, one tiny dirty ewwww apartment is making high level tensions. But it's comfortable here, notwithstanding level of hygiene. There's always someone here....makes it lighter, makes me laugh, keeps me company. And it's relaxed so I don't feel like I have to pretend to be alright when I am not....but then, I feel better already knowing that I don't have to pretend....I sit all day in bed in pyjamas, eating food, studying and WoWing.....ahhhh......I don't want to go back ><.
I don't want to see him when I really want to see him............
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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