How juvenile my posts are, all rants, and complaints and yearnings of a girl unsure of herself. About time I grew up, I'm better than this. I've stuck through 19 years working by myself, learning english, getting educated, attaining straight A grades, informing myself of world matters, enforcing myself to not lose my humanity. I can get through university.
The best thing is....I haven't thought about suicide for some time. Perhaps I've come to realise there are things in this world I do not want to lose, no matter how selfish I can be, I do not want them to be hurt nor I to feel their loss.
I do not want to hurt myself anymore....atleast consciously.
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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