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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I was afraid
By Sukunami Taka

I was afraid
Of never knowing
Of the day you'd tell me

I'm too weak,
Too silent,
Never seeing anything

Even as the bright light shone
And its warmth makes me colder,
Freezing inside,

I couldn't know,
Didn't want to,
It was so much safer this way,

But I was afraid
Of the day
You'd tell me

Even the ferris wheel
Is turning
Day and again

The sun shines past it
And the moonlight makes it gleam
The thoughts and desires

Of wind and past and moments
Of now, tears flirting down my face
It hurts

And never knowing why

I couldn't find the strength
When does it all make sense
When will the questions stop

It'll never come.

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 11:44 PM

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Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions. Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime. Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it. Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.

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Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles. It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.