Monday, April 10, 2006
How different everything is from last week!
I don’t feel rushed, overwhelmed, homesick, confused over matter that needs to be started over….
How different everything is!
I feel like I'm in floaty floaty happy cloudy land. Though the last time I was in floaty floaty happy cloudy land, it crashed quickly. And the time before that it crashed for six months....it is not a good idea therefore for me to be in happy floaty floaty cloudy land.....need to come to ground =)
My first date I think…last night…although till the end, I still wasn’t sure he viewed it as a date. It certainly felt like one…..
Dinner at Yamato- shabushabu, delicious. Absolutely cosy, perfect atmosphere and it was two of us, cosy.
Movie- V for Vendetta- how violent, how political, how poetically brilliant. Dilshan said it reminded him of 1984, by Orwell, of a world controlled by a government and one person rising against the corruption. For me, it reminded me of the human strength to rise against oppression, against the overwhelming social control, against ill-truth. Coupled with allusions to literature and old school romanticism, it is certainly different from other political movies of crass violence. Though I did not agree with the part where he tortured the girl just so she can lose her fear.
I love how he would lean close to whisper a point. I love how he would lean in close to listen to me. I love how he noticed when something from the movie gave me a sudden shock. I love how he makes me feel just by sitting next to him.
Chocolate at Max Brenners- if this doesn’t make it a date, I don’t know what will.
Two Italian chocolates, two of us and tons of laughter after. I don’t why but he makes me laugh. Not anything particularly funny, not anything he says, but still, it’s funny! A good kind of funny……the way he shrugs, the way he says things. The way he looked when he realised his hugmug doesn’t say hugmug.
How adorable.
Perhaps perhaps. I’m in the stage of being in love.
I like the way he makes me feel. A fluttering excitement with comfortableness. I don’t think we need many words…..though, it is aggravating to not know exactly how he feels, what he is thinking of, still, it is alright.
How different everything looks. I can’t stop looking into his eyes, seeing his smile, watching his expressions. It’s weird….
What a change…..
Mused by Sukunami Taka around 1:39 AM
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