Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Perhaps it is time for a rest. Though my mind has somehow locked onto that automode since the holidays...in effect creating the fog of incomprehensibility, but truely now I'm physically tired, just want to curl up and snuggle beneath my blankets. Sweet sweet dreamless nights.
How pathetically whiny and negative I have sounded for months. This shall be a balancing post. Let me remind of some good things in life.
The past three days have been essentially crash and continue to crash weekend. I've been holed up at Derek's apt, working halfheartedly on history note taking under the swishing of his whips. True he himself relegated his time inbetween worshipping his 19 inch wonder and playing honey and clover songs on the piano (he's good to tell ya), it was atleast productive....I started note taking! On essay! Due on tuesday!
The weather has turned freezing, cold feet, cold hands, running back and to the bathroom on tip toes. Religiously making hot herbal tea from the peh pa ko medicine Grandma gave and coughing hackingly aside.
That of which, the doctor confirmed today, I have a bronchitis infection. This after I had slummed back to the college, shivering from a fever and tenaciously weak bowel syndrome. Thusly....I am on antibiotics.
On Monday night through Tuesday morning, history assignment 1: Total world war : World war one : question 3 debate of slide into war, was completed at 6 am on Tuesday. Handed in after four hours of sleep. Surprisingly...I can be quite punctually awake eventhough it takes Connie her full force of meanness to kick me out of bed on Wednesday and Friday morning for law tute.
Eepeep said my essay was too colloquil.
Derek says he's sick now.....sowwie big brother.
So...stressed, tired, sleepy, sick and depressed.
Onto the good stuff.
I'm dreaming of a fantastic go club. That's it. I'm running for president. These ideas run wild in my head =)
I'm sure dear Zomb will help and already I have the agenda for the next year planned up.
Thanks to Derek for his support =).
There are quite good food around if we know where to look. The Vietnamese noodle house on campus is delicious.
So is a combo of Baccio, caramel and strawberry icecream.
Though I've lost 30$ to missing workscheme, atleast I figured out my bank thingy and can withdraw money.
Handed in my history essay and don't have to worry about anything for atleast two weeks, aside from the sickness.
Atleast...I'm hoping I don't have anything.....
I feel alot better about friends. There are always people you can say hi to, right?
So many great songs, especially leeched from Derek and Steph. The opening of Honey and Clover- Yuki's Dramatic, songs by Spitz, Straight No Chaser's Insomniac, Kung Fu Generation's NGS. They make me happy.
Dancing, twirling, playing air guitar in my room tonight.
Yay for photoshop.
Derek installed it on Sunday, and we got totally freaked out when 'Adobe Spacemonkey' was launched in place of photoshop. Turned out to be a prank.
We laughed like anything. I can now use my tablet!
Derek says why no one cares when I get sick is cause I get sick all the time and then I don't die.
We cracked up on that too.
The heater lent by Patricia is making my feet toasty warm...*glimmers*
So wonderful to speak to Sammy, Zomb and Alex again. I hate the idea that uni and life here is taking away time with them. It's nice though also to meet new friends. Now I cannot think of a day without seeing Poppabear and the guys from TOG.
I also miss talking to Dilshan on msn. I miss the idea of seeing his virtual smile.
Power Puff Girls Doujinshi is back! With the cover of the new chapter. The artist is amazing. Highly recommended.
*dances to Dramatic*
Let's go watch a movie next month. I wanna do a anime screening marathon at someone's house. Lovely....during easter break!
Being in the go club rocks. I love seeing the new players come in and learn something. I love seeing the flow of the game and the politeness of players. I love how I can now spot some bad moves, and know of better ones.
I love to watch Dilshan's face as he plays.
I love being there and being contented.
His and her circumstances:- Tenshi no Yubikiri (opening song)
You may dream.
Chase after it.
If you can convey
These sincere feelings, your dreams can come true.
You may dream.
Pure white love becomes wings,
As if the promise of an angel is coming true
When I see your profile in passing,
my heart begins to flutter and dance.
Listening to your voice as you talked,
I realized there was another "you."
I wish I had just a little bit of courage
To gaze into your eyes.
You may dream.
Chase after it.
If you can convey
These sincere feelings, your dreams can come true.
You may dream.
Pure white love becomes wings,
As if the promise of an angel is coming true.
Every time your face shines,
my heart hurts, and I close my eyes.
Heart-break turns into tears,
Selfishly overflowing.
Without being afraid of getting hurt,
I hold my little finger out to the mirror.
You may dream.
Hold me.
Right now, I want to
Change these thoughts into words: I love you.
You may dream.
Pure white love becomes wings,
As if the promise of an angel is coming true.
You may dream.
Chase after it.
If you can convey
These sincere feelings, your dreams can come true.
You may dream.
Pure white love becomes wings,
As if the promise of an angel is coming true.
When I find the opening of Honey and Clover..it shall be posted.
For my final note:-
I don't have to have these dreams no more
Found someone to hold me tight.
It come's from Insomniac. I haven't technically found someone =)
But I do enjoy the occasional huggle from friends.
Let your laughter be forever in this world. Let your smile light up my world.
Mused by Sukunami Taka around 11:34 PM
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