Monday, May 22, 2006
Sorta. Just trying to sneak in as many fun things I can do before exams come. Sorta like my addiction to procrastinate. In the process, I thoroughly build up the aching sick feeling at the pit of my stomach which would surely result in either a massive throw up or emotional collapse.
Just a warning.
I wanna watch Davinci Code and X Men 3. DVC hasn't been given a good review on rotten tomatoes, currently at about 17%?. It started out at 0.
The gals are dragging me off to Scumscrubber on wed...(scumscrubber????) and on Friday Dilshan has invited me to a friend's bday party. Hmmmm, hoping to poke in either DVC or Xmen with Louis sometime this week. Surely it'll exhaust me to no end. Can't have too much fun, you know?
I've realised I rather missed spending time with Louis. I wonder if we are even friends, since we rarely talk outside of the two rooms, and definitely have not even stepped out of college together. It's been really nice chatting and watching movies together. Weird.......but he's gotten cold again. I guess he was probably hoping to get something more than just friends, but then he was drunk at the time and probably was alot more appreciative of the cold towel pressed to his head.
Kindda brought alot of different feelings. I did miss him....and probably still does. But Dilshan's the only guy I want to think about right now. And not because he's here right now, but because he makes me feel comfortable and....safe. Then I wondered if it was possible to like two guys at the same time. At one stage I was vemehently against it, because if you have feelings for someone else, obviously the current feelings aren't as strong as they are suppose to be. Then I realise...it's possible. Human emotions are complex, and if something exists, then it does. What matters is what you do with them.
I rather think....Louis has the potential to be a really good friend and someone I can go to if I have problems. It is rather unfair that Derek has that sole role right now xD, poor guy needs a break. Kidding......sorta....
But...yeah....I do miss him.
Just found out that the bid for college day slave auction came from two people, and I have to find a way to fit two people into the artpiece which is already completed....*moans*
Wrote a letter to Connie's demonstrator, the guy she likes. She had wanted to write to him for the longest of time, and kindda likes him, so I went ahead and typed for her, asking for a date on saturday. As we wrestled for the mouse, it clicked and send the email. *Ahem*...so...we now await news. She did spend like.....an hour wailing in the corridor and on the phone and sorta have a smile on her face and now she is reduced to sadly staring at the computer reading manga. She has a fear of.....dates I think. Or relationships or guys...or something. Would be her first if I'm right. It's scary by all means, but if she likes the guy, she should just go for it.
Tired ne...
Mused by Sukunami Taka around 11:07 PM
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