Sunday, November 27, 2005
There are always times in life when you start feel you're not being appreciated enough, no matter how much you try, no matter how well you've done or can achieve. People simply see you as average, replaceable.
Plus I just realised that my boss is so scamming cos hiring me he gets an employee who does everything from organising his personal life to drafting legal documents on the 'assumed' basis that it is required since he said chambering students only get $500 per month and he's now paying $750, BUT....if he would have hired a real personal assistant he would have had to pay $1000 for an employee who obviously won't be running out in the middle of the day buying him shoes because he showed up in slippers or looking for wrapping paper to wrap his box to be used for ang paus for his wedding because a REAL PA would have a contract. SO....he's actually now paying less for more work done....I feel cheated.
Just really tired these days. My KGS go rank dropped to 17k? because I played a ranked game (my first in so many months!) against Bleyse (Strength 10-12k, KGS rank 14k?) and I played as white with 0.5 komi and lost by 0.5 moku. Then ranked dropped from 13k? to 17k?. I feel like this is forced sandbagging. I can crush a same rank opponent (14k) with 3 handi by over 40 points. Felt glad about the game with Bleyse though. Finally I seem to know what I'm doing. He used to crush my groups and eventhough he said he was playing around in this game, the result really wasn't bad. Zombie would be proud....a 0.5 game! Humbleness at its prime Sir ^^.
Completed three pieces of art today. My auction is slow.....and so not worth it. But anyway...sudden inspiration, so here they are....Derek nichan said I'm getting better. Also recommended a CG coloring instruction book to get me started on computer coloring.........I'll see....sooner or later.
Star Shine Star Bright for ChemicalStar
I Inside, a shot of angel and devil wings
Tiger Jade Spirit to capture the colors of the white tiger in jade.
Fun pretty picture ^^
Mused by Sukunami Taka around 11:00 PM
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