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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Sick. Very sick. Not the kind where I'm stuck in bed and feels like hell, but the kind where I feel like I'm getting sicker and ish in hell but look totally fine.
It's just everything. Tha whole issue, and then with the university to get the forms out and then with work being kindda sidelined, and way too much kgs and gaia, and overwhelmed with art and tarot readings.


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This is the new pic of Slade and Reptar.
After finishing a reading, I did this. And then came onto kgs. It's now 12.13. And work tomorrow.
I think my plan to overwhelm myself with stuff to distract my mind is working too well. Now I seem to be running from one thing to the other, no breaks inbetween. Have I mention about unimelb's need to have the IDP certify my grades? I went to the office again with the certs, and all they did was did a copy. I OFFERED them a certified copy the day before.
Someone please tell me what's the difference...


Am now completely zoning out infront of the computer and half crying. It was just last christmas I felt this exact same way. How I dealt with it was singing christmas songs everyday the whole day. Humming them, singing them, running the melodies through my mind. Thing is.........I'm breaking down. Everything feels completely horrible and I don't even know what I'm doing except trying to go through each day busybusybusy. One of these days, it's going to collapse. Well...me...ish...

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 2:38 AM

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