Saturday, September 03, 2005
Red eyes are unpleasant.............they hurt...............generally crying in the night hurts..............the eyes anyway, nevermind the spasms in your chest................
Hmmm.....................I'm beginning to see my ribs.........they are kindda poking out, especially when I'm standing.........that isn't a good sign is it........plus the scales definitely indicate atleast a weightloss of 4kg........right, that isn't so good...........
Been so tired lately........probably due to the late nights, and the times when I don't sleep at all, so I stay awake for two days continuous, and then some sleep, and then awake two days again...........beginning to get some of my asthma back again, can't breathe properly................so letting the air-conditioner run at night just in case. Don't want relapses of my windpipe shutting down during my sleep and waking up...........actually, I won't wake up will I? If I couldn't breathe, then I'll just die without even waking up and knowing............happened before.............much younger though, grandma used to wake me up and force my inhaler in my mouth....................I still remember one time, the first time, I had no idea how to use the inhaler and got just woken up, and spending like way long minutes clutching uselessly at the inhaler...............
Need to get copies of my grade transcripts and for them to be certifiably signed by someone at school, to hand over to the IDP for Unimelb................then have to arrange bank transfer..................then have to look for housing again, speaking of which, I'll have to do that soon..........................
For the month of september, the calender has a painting of roses, one white and one red...........very.........dark.........for some reason..........
Kindda ok at go right now.............been looking at pro kifu, and reading up on fuseki........the other day, had a match with a player called Zalf, but some reason he resigned and left quickly.........he was suppose to be giving me a non handi teaching game..........dunno...........
Got two new drawings in...........just some stuff I scribbled, not my best work but yeah..........maybe I'll put them up.....................
Have to finish the story I was working on......................yeah, will do that for some time, take a break........
Mused by Sukunami Taka around 11:51 PM
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