There was the first step when Men first walked upon the moon………. There was the first moment when Men reached the top of Mount Everest…… There was the first gasp for air when Men swam from one side of the English Channel to the other side……………….
There was the first wave of nausea………….as I put down my pen at the end of the very last paper that marked the end of A levels……………….
Momentous…………..but hardly satisfying……………. *makes a face* Ahhhh…………………. Literature Paper two…….Shakespeare and other pre 20th Century Text…………*makes a worse face*……….. it seems both the lit papers this time concentrated on characterisation topics…..so I ended up talking about Paul in the first paper, and of Mr. Knightley and Anthony in the second paper……………considering I’ve studied for thematic questions and that I don’t do very well at character study……….well……………*I hope I do well I hope I do well I hope I do well* so goes my chant…………………
It was horrible…………with a cold and I keep sneezing and people kept laughing, I felt a total wreck and then I discovered I could answer both the Shakespeare question and none of the Emma questions and thought to myself, man I’m screwed, and then thinking what the heck, and then putting down that pen was the easiest thing to do with the exception that it gave me a punch to the gut with nausea………………lovely…………..
But I’m done………………………………..that’s it……..the end of 2 years of hard work, of slaving away, of peering over text after text after text, of thinking……………….virtually, because now I’m free so I don’t have to think anymore and if by chance I can get into UCL, they will be receiving a vegetative student who would be still thinking of holidaying in Melbourne……………….BUT I’M FREE……………………….
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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