Right now I'm feeling snuggled and having a panic attack at the same time...........don't really know why, I think I'm abit stressed out.........
It seems to be a perpetual situation that whenever I feel remotely happy, panic attacks sets in...........overwhelming feeling of not being able to breathe, of feeling like your head is fuzzy and that you deserve to die, that your insides are melting, that you have done so much wrong you are not suppose to live....... Sigh...................
I'm worried.........if it stays this way, I'll go insane............
He called..............miao...............he sounds sweet......*snuggles a chibi leopard plushie*...............right now happiness is setting in................ *miao*
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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