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Apparently when you actually see the love of your life who has ‘fallen out of love’ with you, it hurts a lot more………….a LOT more…………..
*sigh*……..I thought I was ok……….wouldn’t anyone who has cried for six days be ok already………no………………….back to school………..saw him………trying to stop the tears………….
*sigh*
Atleast I managed for the two free periods not to go all bubbly………..instead I pretended to do literature poetry………..which I was……..but I wasn’t really interested in it…………………he seemed happy…….talking with his friends……….. I’m so happy for him…………………
Am I ready to cry now?..........yeah……………again………….
Went through socio without the tears……..only because the teacher was very very mad………………….
Lit came………and the tears came…………………sobbing…………
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I need a hobby………………..maybe I can make crying a hobby………..since every time I see him again, I cry……………………..such a great life I have……….
I hate my life………………………hate being this sobbing mess that thinks that there if nothing left in life anymore and that ‘supposed’ friends only care about dresses…………which they do……………
I’m going to go cry now……………according to a few people, it’s suppose to offer comfort……………………
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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