Ugh………… I think I am dying…………..my body feels like jelly being eaten from inside by moths…….quivering moths…………oh, the pain……………. It’s not so bad, more like a aching trembling within the general stomach area…………….may be I ate something bad…………….oh, food poison at my age………..could it be the sandwiched spread with kaya in the morning? Or the one biscuit in the mid-morning…………..or the curry/potato and rice lunch? This is no laughing matter……………. I think I am dying………ok, maybe not dying, but still feel like breaking both arms………or to stay in the bathroom for a very long time……. I think I may move in there for an indefinite amount of time………….
At least in the morning I was awake……..*yawn*……….got a timed essay for lit (poetry) right when school starts….it’s bound to jolt you wide open……or it could have been the mosquitoes gnawing on me all night…………
People are weird ne…………..is it something about me that people just don’t say hi to? They walk past with a blank face………….. I’m beginning to feel very desolate………….*mourn*
And I still don’t know any of the year 12s……….oh yeah, that Su-su now knows who my crush is………and he is cute……. I never said that he was gorgeous model material, the type that you just sink and swoon over…….nor did I say he was Sanzo material………….. more or a Hakkai…………….or Kogure from Slam dunk……………..so what if I like the geeky type……they are cute……kawaiie sou…..*chuckle chuckle*
I want to go to prom……….it’ll be my first time………and it’s in December or something………………..*wanna go*………..
And I need to go to my Oxford personal statement…………and homework………………………………..*faints*
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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