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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Like the slacker that I am, I finished reading the entire blog of finickyfeline.net. This is after finishing the whole blogs of kennysia.com, xiaxue.blogspot (the good ones anyway), and nicolekiss.blogspot (tried to, except photos overload crashed my browser several times).
This is in conjunction of keeping up with waiterrant.net, baristabrat.blogspot, violentacres.com, widelawns.blogspot, opinionistas.com well as reading Suan's oldnavyblue.blogspot/reflectionsenbleu.wordpress (and don't want to read all her past entries cos she writes so shiok and so mature and so philosophical that I just feel so tulan and want to improve =^^=)
Anyway, my daily net activities also include checking deviantart.com 24/7, finding new jobs, checking like 7 email accounts (slightly exaggerated lah), checking dailydeviants forum, making sure my pets on neopets.com haven't died and trying to make more neopoints by playing atleast two games, chatting with people including randoms and people I haven't talked to or people I want to whinge to or consoling my tutees and poking onichan, and this is besides real life stuff like running to class, studying (console abit, very hard, very sian), worrying about failing, feeding bathing watering making sure cat don't die and cleaning after cat, cooking and making sure I don't die, and setting aside time for the darling and cleaning and tutoring and finishing commissions.

All like........very exhausting.
And yeah talking like this cos I just finished reading like 4 malaysian-singaporean blogs okay??
Now got nothing to procrastinate on which is also very sian. Anyone know of good blogs?
Also finished watching (atleast the episodes onichan thought to give me but not the WHOLE series) of The life of Hanada or something. Very cute, the animation is so old style yet pleasing, simple aw-inducing storylines. I approve.
So...definitely have nothing to preoccupy self with except.....essay. Sian.

We bought chocolates for Katie's birthday and she finished it all in a week. Sian but glad she enjoyed. Now figuring out what to buy for daddy's christmas present. And wondering what I want also because long time ago daddy decided it's too bothersome and it's simpler just to ask me for a list but mah fan for me ok! Cos I don't know what I want or need...
Well, I want art/anime related stuff as usual, or books....but daddy say no.....
So for all you people reading, HINT already what I want ok.....
I repeat....art or anime related stuff <------

Specifically I've been like......lusting after copic markers because very tulan and must imitate master copic users.
Daddy bought be Set C last christmas and it's unbelievably gorgeous, but couldn't bring to Melbourne cos it weighs a ton.
Imagine Set A + B........and copic air set. Just lust inducing. Better than......anything.
Or any other art thing....prismacolor pencils, markers, art books, supplies whatever.....sigh....
Also wondering if I should get a spray fixative to help bond my pencil drawings so they won't get rubbed off as I (or other people) handle the paper. Everytime someone picks up my artbook I'm like AIEEEEE BE CAREFUL......very paranoid. I like experimenting also so sometimes draw at edgee of paper and got details and shading, and one swipe of the finger on pencil sketches = everything destroyed.

And anime of course. DVDs, artbooks, plushies......etc.....

But when it comes to what do I need....
Not much really.
I need everyone to be safe and healthy and happy.
And need that because don't make me so worried so I don't get panic attack. Simple =).
So as long as you stay safe and healthy and happy, enough for me.
Also be nice to me for christmas, of course.

The package from the perfumerie finally arrived. The sent a bottle of the scent I did the artwork for, as well as some samples of their other perfumes, a framed poster of my art and a WAND.
A omg freaking wand. With amethyst crystal tip bound in leather and girly purple ribbons and don't know what the metal inside is but A WAND.
Favourite commissioners ever.

Also hanko name stamp arrived so can now stamp my lovely kanji name all over pencil drawings like a professional =). And I did order it from jlist, one momentary self loving spending on me. It was rather cheap and looks good and all custom crafted so how could I resist.

Today was the last day of class, also last day of politics tute so no more hot tutor to grin at. I haven't come to terms with the idea that I survived second year, and survived suicidal tendencies yet again (very sian), so will blog more later. I should have named this post sian....

But to commence the thoughts I had in starting this post.
As I was saying I finished reading finickyfeline.net, and imagine my disappointment at having reached the last page and couldn't find the 'next page' button. Granted I did blaze through it in like 3 days........
I always want to say alot of things here about the other bloggers I stalk but then......one alarming difference between the malaysian/singaporean bloggers and the western bloggers is that my country people tend to attract alot of flaming posts and argument and goodness no what. Not to say the western bloggers don't get their share of inane arguments and slapfests between each other but these posts are intrinsic within the popularity of the asian based bloggers with the exception of perhaps violentacres.com (but then we do read her blog for her refresingly cynical and blatant views on life which is sure to attract.......attention).
Thus said, eventhough I am of course in no way popular or even widely....or even read at all =.=, don't take anything I say here to heart, tis merely my observation and opinions which is exactly what 99% of bloggers write about anyway....or atleast the good ones do, the bad ones just carp on about nonsense......or some other good ones write up heart tugging social political posts.......and thought usually well written, it's not something a hopelessly busy student like me who's trying to avoid work would want to read about, just want to immerse self into the markedly more interesting and vibrant and omg wth life of others.

I enjoy kennysia's travel posts. He is funny, articulate and just cutely siao.
On the other hand Xiaxue just confounds me. Too much pink and.......
But Finickyfeline.......hit right in the middle. We sounds so similar it's scary. Posts about pmsing, exes, boyfriends, bo lang ai wa, being fat and untalented, too much work, food, and random fun...........fastforward me 7 years older and I would be her ><.
Somehow.....good and bad I suppose.
She's smart and independent, has a job I think, good ish relationships, stable and I suppose content about her life bar a few things like normal people would worry about.
She's very teyh, me too lah.
But seven years later I don't want to be whining about guys again. Too much work!
Don't want to think I'm fat also and hopefully by then Sammy, le cat who has taken over my life would be fully trained and stopped treating my feet as his personal vendetta.
I suppose then ......life is no fun without the ups and downs.
Don't know what I want =.='

Don't you think we sound alike? Compare past posts with her posts...even current posts.....
ugh, so sian me.
I need to get a life as most people tell me =).
Enjoy abit, relax, get comfortable.

Also don't want to be the upside down insane person I am today with the tendencies to hurl in the toilet, break down in middle of tram rides, or talk to myself on the streets.

Just realised there's so much dust in my place.....time to vacuum.

And start essay.

Sian.

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 3:20 PM

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