Right, so today mother took me shopping.....got bunch of new clothes, great. And I'm freaking in the car. I'm leaving..... Going away. To another country! I can't. It's impossible, how am I suppose to remain calm during the whole 9 hour plane ride? It's ludicrous to think I can survive even a month by myself, much less five years. I'm immature and can't cook and can't clean and totally shy, and so not a good conversationalist and ZERO personality, I'M GOING TO DIE. There. Right there. In the youth of life, I'm going to curl up in my tiny little room and die.
*sobs* I'm scared, and just jeez I wish this was taking place like 20 years from now when I can be better prepared and now I'm just totally freaking out because I don't know how to handle anything and I'll definitely be going and crashing and no one will like me and *curls up and dies*
I miss everyone..... *meeples quietly* Need a cuddle TT
+The Writer+
Taka is a young law/arts student, often bumbling through life and trying to be a person rather than being defined by social conventions.
Shy, geeky, emotional, proud, and quite bisexual, doesn't smoke, drink sometimes, passionate about most things, Taka spends time dreaming, dancing, drawing and watching movies, often anime.
Is in love with the idea of love, gives hugs at the most random times, and is constantly worrying about people eventhough it does not look like it.
Aspires to either become a beautiful hermit by the river or a world dictator.
+The Blog+
Niflheim represents both light and darkness, of the celebration and distaste of life, of musings and incoherent thought. It is an outlet for personified angst and pessimism with chuckfuls of laughter and smiles.
It is Taka's way of drawing out all the little disturbing thoughts giving rise to nightmares, a way to self reflect, a way to seek solace.
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