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Monday, April 11, 2005

I feel obliged to blog that my driver's mother has passed away....a few days ago, his parents were involved in a crash, and the father died in the instant while the mother was in a coma until he received news of her passing this afternoon...........


You can't help but feel sorry or pity............but what good does that do for his family...............and conditions like these.........I'm emotionally stunted.........offers of condolences are useless in my opinion and anyhow I can't offer them without knowing the pain that has been caused..........


Still it shows how tremulous lives are.........one minute, normal live, the second, you are dead.......................oftentimes I think death as chosen........as a depressive potential suicide-ist, I think of death as a choice, and everytime I set aside the blade, I set aside the thoughts of blood and empty pain, I have made the choice to live and bear out what life will give and what I will take..............................yet the next instance, a car can crash into you, and that choice is ripped away........................


This year bears bad tidings........................winter may not becoming, but it doesn't hurt to warm up.............

Mused by Sukunami Taka around 10:09 PM

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